i once shared my fear abt losin by swithat who is in manchesta presently (am in nig) bt d NL-das encouraged me nt 2 fear ,nd jos trust him,i trust dis guy b4 any1 cud say i shd,nd i luv so him passionately as well bt d issue is ,he js called off our r/ship 2 dayz afta i got a gud job, js like dt,his reason waz dt his fada sayz he wont mary outside his village,(his anambra,me,imo),he actualy new abt all dis crab nd went ahed datin me(quite a lng story),bt we cud all draw it down dt he got himsef a chik in manchsta,gud nd fine,dis is nt d issue,d issue is dt, i stil fil am goin out wit him,i stil luv him so dearly,i stil kip him in my hat, i stil tink of him,i stil luv him 2,i call him,he piks my cal,he hadly calz me,i send offline messg,no reply frm him,bliv me am nt bodad abt dt bt i cn disengaged my mind frm him,nd ds haz made me 2 b so had on men,i cnt even stat a r/ship,i find it had,i wnt 2 share my luv,my life wit sm1 bt i cn find mysef startin it or aceptin it xcept 4 ds man i hav luved wit my life,am so so emotional,wat do i do,i wnt 2 luv again