As I type this, I feel very sad. My mum asked that we buy a new generator because the one we have we repair it alot. But I told her a new generator is pretty expensive and I cannot afford it. I felt so bad...
At this moment I wish I were a Kardashian, I just need to think it, then I get it.

To me, the best feeling is to think of something and being able to get it. The feeling of getting what you want, not just what you need.

Wish I could feel what it means to be a family member. You know, turn into that easy fit kind of person.
[Sigh]