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Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Dotinacircle: 11:59pm On Mar 27, 2022
Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaa. I'm on my knees begging you guys. I can wash toilet, I can do anything as long it is not teaching. I want to start a business I just need a small amount of money to buy laptop. Make unna help a soul. Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaaa. Show me mercy. I need joboo. I'm depressed. Pls make unaa help. I need job badly. Im ready to do a job of 20k even 15k per month I don't mind pls help a brother. Nigeria abeg Na beg I dey beg you people make unaa no ignore I don try my best. My headline is just to catch attention I no fit kill myself na job I need

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Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by dawnomike(m): 12:00am On Mar 28, 2022
Dotinacircle:
Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaa. I'm on my knees begging you guys. I can wash toilet, I can do anything as long it is not teaching. I want to start a business I just need a small amount of money to buy laptop. Make unna help a soul. Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaaa. Show me mercy. I need joboo. I'm depressed. Pls make unaa help. I need job badly. Im ready to do a job of 20k even 15k per month I don't mind pls help a brother. Nigeria abeg Na beg I dey beg you people make unaa no ignore I don try my best.

where's your location?
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Dotinacircle: 12:01am On Mar 28, 2022
dawnomike:
where's your location?

Ibadan
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Skooldeto(m): 1:45am On Mar 28, 2022
I need job too, osogbo that's my location
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Irupetepete: 4:49am On Mar 28, 2022
Dotinacircle:


Ibadan
where in ibadan?
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by edoman2016: 5:56am On Mar 28, 2022
Dotinacircle:
Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaa. I'm on my knees begging you guys. I can wash toilet, I can do anything as long it is not teaching. I want to start a business I just need a small amount of money to buy laptop. Make unna help a soul. Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaaa. Show me mercy. I need joboo. I'm depressed. Pls make unaa help. I need job badly. Im ready to do a job of 20k even 15k per month I don't mind pls help a brother. Nigeria abeg Na beg I dey beg you people make unaa no ignore I don try my best. My headline is just to catch attention I no fit kill myself na job I need


What's your education qualification?
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Almaigaa: 6:00am On Mar 28, 2022
Dotinacircle:
Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaa. I'm on my knees begging you guys. I can wash toilet, I can do anything as long it is not teaching. I want to start a business I just need a small amount of money to buy laptop. Make unna help a soul. Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaaa. Show me mercy. I need joboo. I'm depressed. Pls make unaa help. I need job badly. Im ready to do a job of 20k even 15k per month I don't mind pls help a brother. Nigeria abeg Na beg I dey beg you people make unaa no ignore I don try my best. My headline is just to catch attention I no fit kill myself na job I need


Go building site, you will make over 50k in a month.

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Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Dotinacircle: 6:51am On Mar 28, 2022
Irupetepete:
where in ibadan?

Apata
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Dotinacircle: 6:51am On Mar 28, 2022
edoman2016:


What's your education qualification?

Bsc
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by edoman2016: 7:13am On Mar 28, 2022
Dotinacircle:


Bsc

Bsc in what course?
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Dotinacircle: 7:38am On Mar 28, 2022
edoman2016:


Bsc in what course?

Computer science
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by BusinessPlan22: 7:52am On Mar 28, 2022
Dotinacircle:
Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaa. I'm on my knees begging you guys. I can wash toilet, I can do anything as long it is not teaching. I want to start a business I just need a small amount of money to buy laptop. Make unna help a soul. Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaaa. Show me mercy. I need joboo. I'm depressed. Pls make unaa help. I need job badly. Im ready to do a job of 20k even 15k per month I don't mind pls help a brother. Nigeria abeg Na beg I dey beg you people make unaa no ignore I don try my best. My headline is just to catch attention I no fit kill myself na job I need


Go and teach

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Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by uniqueuser(m): 9:57am On Mar 28, 2022
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Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by LikeAking: 10:01am On Mar 28, 2022
Post this in the IT section.

CS guys are big earners. Minimum of 120k in 9ja for a start.

Go to all those bootcamps for training too.

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Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Dotinacircle: 10:41am On Mar 28, 2022
LikeAking:
Post this in the IT section.

CS guys are big earners. Minimum of 120k in 9ja for a start.

Go to all those bootcamps for training too.


At least I need to get money to buy a laptop..

Just a dirty job wey go earn me 50k above in 3 or 2months. To invest in myself

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Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by silibaba: 10:44am On Mar 28, 2022
Dotinacircle:
Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaa. I'm on my knees begging you guys. I can wash toilet, I can do anything as long it is not teaching. I want to start a business I just need a small amount of money to buy laptop. Make unna help a soul. Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaaa. Show me mercy. I need joboo. I'm depressed. Pls make unaa help. I need job badly. Im ready to do a job of 20k even 15k per month I don't mind pls help a brother. Nigeria abeg Na beg I dey beg you people make unaa no ignore I don try my best. My headline is just to catch attention I no fit kill myself na job I need

if you really need a jobs you will find one in your area.
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Dotinacircle: 10:46am On Mar 28, 2022
silibaba:
if you really need a jobs you will find one in your area.

I live close to estate. No job in my area. Do you have any??
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Lordbinsmar: 11:09am On Mar 28, 2022
Over thinking no dey solve problems

Free your mind Bro

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Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by BigDawsNet: 11:16am On Mar 28, 2022
Dotinacircle:


Computer science

Christ! You studied CS?

You hav any IT skills?


What's really going with education in Nigeria...

How can a Bsc computer science be out of job...

Pls for the main time...get a job to give u daily food...but you need to channel back to the IT world... you hav the basic knowledge...u only need to learn proper skills
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Dotinacircle: 11:49am On Mar 28, 2022
BigDawsNet:


Christ! You studied CS?

You hav any IT skills?


What's really going with education in Nigeria...

How can a Bsc computer science be out of job...

Pls for the main time...get a job to give u daily food...but you need to channel back to the IT world... you hav the basic knowledge...u only need to learn proper skills

That's what I'm currently looking for not that I don't have skill, I just need money to set myself up. That's why I'm looking for small job I can quickly use to gather small amount
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Dotinacircle: 11:50am On Mar 28, 2022
Lordbinsmar:
Over thinking no dey solve problems

Free your mind Bro

Yeah! But at least I have to I have to move from my comfort zone to get what I want.
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by tolugar: 1:10pm On Mar 28, 2022
Dotinacircle:
Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaa. I'm on my knees begging you guys. I can wash toilet, I can do anything as long it is not teaching. I want to start a business I just need a small amount of money to buy laptop. Make unna help a soul. Pls help meoo. I beg all of unaaa. Show me mercy. I need joboo. I'm depressed. Pls make unaa help. I need job badly. Im ready to do a job of 20k even 15k per month I don't mind pls help a brother. Nigeria abeg Na beg I dey beg you people make unaa no ignore I don try my best. My headline is just to catch attention I no fit kill myself na job I need


Thanks your time to read through this. Long but helpful

Reasons to live:



“Suicide doesn’t stop the pain,” “It gives it to someone else.”

1: We would miss you
2: It’s worth it to be alive.
3: It does get better,believe it or not it will eventually get better.
4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing.

- [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone,even yourself tell you otherwise.

- [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason.

- [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live!

- [ ] 8: So many people care about you

- [ ] 9: You are amazing

- [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you

- [ ] 11: I care for you

- [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you

- [ ] 13: Youre literally perfect!! <3

- [ ] 14: There are plenty of people that care for you

- [ ] 15: God loves you

- [ ] 16: God cares about you

- [ ] 17: Sometimes life is hard but it will make you a stronger person don’t worry!

- [ ] 18: What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do?What about all the things you’ve planned,but never got around doing? You can’t do them if your dead.

- [ ] 19: I want you to be alive

- [ ] 20: So many people want you alive!

- [ ] 21: You won’t be able to listen to Music if you die

- [ ] 22: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite song if you die.

- [ ] 23: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite singer if you’re gone

- [ ] 24: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite rapper if you’re gone.

- [ ] 25: listening to really loud music

- [ ] 26: Killing yourself is never worth it,you’ll hit both yourself & the people who care about you.

- [ ] 27: There are so many people that would miss you,including me

- [ ] 28: the clouds

- [ ] 29: You are gorgeous

- [ ] 30: Someone out there would die for you :’)

- [ ] 31: How do you think your family would feel?

- [ ] 32: Proving people wrong with your success.

- [ ] 33: Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.

- [ ] 34: You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.

- [ ] 35: You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a cold building on a hot day.

- [ ] 36: Being stupid in public just because you can.

- [ ] 37: Helping other people.

- [ ] 38: You have a future to live for..

- [ ] 39: Being alive is good

- [ ] 40: thinking about happy memories

- [ ] 41: Finding your soulmate.

- [ ] 42: All nighters!!!

- [ ] 43: Sleeping in all day

- [ ] 44: You can look back at yourself later in your life and be glad you didn’t commit suicide.

- [ ] 45: Nobody could ever replace you

- [ ] 46: You’re unique

- [ ] 47: pets

- [ ] 48: petting pets

- [ ] 49: Netflix and movies

- [ ] 50: Decorating the Christmas tree

- [ ] 51: Dreams that make you smile

- [ ] 52: Breakfast in bed

- [ ] 53: New clothes

- [ ] 54: New shoes

- [ ] 55: New books

- [ ] 56: Sunrises and Sunsets

- [ ] 57: Friends

- [ ] 58: The ocean

- [ ] 59: Sunlight

- [ ] 60: Your family

- [ ] 61: Inside jokes

- [ ] 62: Birthdays

- [ ] 63: Christmas

- [ ] 64: Family traditions

- [ ] 65: The taste of your favorite food

- [ ] 66: Favorite tv show

- [ ] 67: Favorite movie

- [ ] 68: Going to new places

- [ ] 69: The ability to peruse what ever you choose (there are over 7 billion people on Earth,don’t be afraid to be you)

- [ ] 70: To earn money and rewards

- [ ] 71: You can always flip your life around.

- [ ] 72: To find the perfect job/career for you

- [ ] 73: Pizza

- [ ] 74: Kittens

- [ ] 75: New haircuts

- [ ] 76: Moments you can look back to and laugh at

- [ ] 77: The clouds

- [ ] 78: The world is better with you in it

- [ ] 79: Roller Coasters

- [ ] 80: Showers

- [ ] 81: Cake

- [ ] 82:Growing old

- [ ] 83: Growing old with the person you love

- [ ] 84: Singing

- [ ] 85: Sleeping

- [ ] 86: Icecream

- [ ] 87: Cookies

- [ ] 88: food in general

- [ ] 89: Movie nights

- [ ] 90: Candy

- [ ] 91: Popcorn

- [ ] 92: Daydreaming

- [ ] 93: Happy moments

- [ ] 94: Halloween

- [ ] 95: Sleepovers

- [ ] 96: Parties

- [ ] 97: Having a good personality

- [ ] 98: Making people happy

- [ ] 99: Bonfires

- [ ] 100: Sitting on rooftops

- [ ] 101: Vacations

- [ ] 102: Hearing crazy stories

- [ ] 103: Telling crazy stories

- [ ] 104: Treehouses

- [ ] 105: Starbucks

- [ ] 106: You’ve changed someone’s life

- [ ] 107: If you’re gone how will you achieve great things?

- [ ] 108: Everyone has talent including you

- [ ] 109: Eating crazy food

- [ ] 110: Hanging out with your friends

- [ ] 111: Nobody could ever replace you

- [ ] 112: You have so much to live for

- [ ] 113: Your dreams need some fulfilling to do

- [ ] 114: Living life to the fullest

- [ ] 115: Heck,I would miss you like crazy

- [ ] 116: Your family and friends would be devastated if you were gone

- [ ] 117: Someone out there is constantly praying to meet someone like you

- [ ] 118: Your future

- [ ] 119: You could save so many lives

- [ ] 120: You are too beautiful to disappear

- [ ] 121: You are bigger than any of your problems

- [ ] 122: You are never alone during this struggle

- [ ] 123: Tomorrow is a new day!

- [ ] 124: You are worth more than you think

- [ ] 125: But,the final and most important one is, just being able to experience life,because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now,anything could happen!



��



All suicide hotline numbers if you need someone to talk to :

- [ ] Argentina: +5402234930430

- [ ] Australia: 131114

- [ ] Austria: 142; for children and young people, 147

- [ ] Belgium: 106

- [ ] Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05

- [ ] Botswana: 3911270

- [ ] Brazil: 188 for the Security National Association

- [ ] Canada: 1 .833 .456 .4566, 5147234000

- [ ] (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)

- [ ] Croatia: 014833888

- [ ] Denmark: +4570201201

- [ ] Egypt: 7621602

- [ ] Estonia: 3726558088;

- [ ] Russian 3726555688

- [ ] Finland: 010 195 202

- [ ] France: 0145394000

- [ ] Germany: 08001810771

- [ ] Holland: 0900767

- [ ] Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000

- [ ] Hungary: 116123

- [ ] India: 8888817666

- [ ] Ireland: +44058457909090

- [ ] Italy: 800860022

- [ ] Japan: +810352869090

- [ ] Mexico: 5255102550

- [ ] New Zealand: 0800543354

- [ ] Norway: +4781533300

- [ ] Philippines: 028969191

- [ ] Poland: 5270000

- [ ] Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50

- [ ] Russia: 0078202577577

- [ ] Spain: 914590050

- [ ] South Africa: 0514445691

- [ ] Sweden: 46317112400

- [ ] Switzerland: 143

- [ ] United Kingdom: 08457909090

- [ ] USA: 18002738255

- [ ] Veterans’ Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 383255



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songs that could make you happy �

Personal by HRVY: @YJpE

I like me better by Lauv: @ozwA

Classic by MKTO: @A4Ds

Just friends by JORDY: @eINM

Eastside by Benny Blanco,Halsey,& Khalid: @UvGY

What makes you beautiful by 1D: @-A4E

Cheerleader by OMI: @QfW8

Everybody talks by Neon Trees: @84lE

Dear future husband by Meghan Trainor: @D_40

Backyard Boy by Claire Rosinkranz: @shy8

Shut up and dance with me by WALK THE MOON: @lx6Q

iSpy by KYLE: @gMPU

Trap queen by Fetty Wap: @NKio

LMK by Lil XXEL: @IC24

Dynamite by BTS: @WNZg



- fun facts!



1.Otters hold hands when sleeping is they don’t drift away from eachother

2.Penguins only have one mate their entire life,they also propose by giving them a pebble

3.Cows have best friends

4.you’re perfect <3

- another message : -



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To all those people being bullied

- To all those people who have lost a loved one

- To all those people who have lost a pet

- To all those people being abused

- To all those people going through depression

- To all those people with anxiety

- To all those people in poverty

- To all those people going through a breakup

- To all those people having a bad day

- To all those people with insecurities

- To all those people just having a hard time



Don’t forget

- Your weakness today

- Is your strength tomorrow

- It always gets better

- Your loved ones will remain in your hearts

- You always have the memories

- Love yourself

- Stand up for yourself

- Money can’t buy happiness

- Those lovers

- Just weren’t right

- Don’t abuse yourself

- Don’t abuse others

- Kill them with kindness

- Treat people with kindness

- We’ve all had these times

- There will always be a hole in our chests



But

- Let’s all be each others’ strength

- whether you’re

- Black

- White

- LGBTQ+

- Christian

- Atheist

- Etc



- Love yourself

- Love others

- Don’t cut

- Don’t kill

- Don’t criticize

- Don’t beg

- Don’t do drugs

- Don’t starve yourself

- Don’t starve others



We aren’t supposed to do any of that

- Just keep your strength

- Keep your faith

- Don’t change because you were told to

- Be yourself

- Sometimes playing a character,isn’t the best thing to do. Have a great day,and don’t stop spreading awareness about things that are happening currently in the world .

⚠️ this is not my text, that however doesn't mean that I don't agree with every single word said here. out of experience, it destroys people. Please don't be afraid to ask for help.

Please, I beg you, please don't do it. You are worth it and there are people who love you.⚠️

I need everyone to pass this on.

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Edit: you live for yourself. You need to be here to make yourself better. You need to be here to become better than how you are today. We sure need others, but more than others we need ourselves. you will fight this through so please trust yourself❤
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by LikeAking: 4:47pm On Mar 28, 2022
Dotinacircle:


At least I need to get money to buy a laptop..

Just a dirty job wey go earn me 50k above in 3 or 2months. To invest in myself

Go programing section go beg dem for lapi.

Your problem is, ur are solving ur problem by ur sef.
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Irupetepete: 9:44pm On Mar 28, 2022
Dotinacircle:


Apata
you are close to my location...
Re: Suicide Has Taken Over Me. I Can't Control It I'm Depressed by Dotinacircle: 11:09pm On Mar 28, 2022
Irupetepete:
you are close to my location...

Do you have job for me??

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