I’ve noticed myself to not be able to get one thing done.. One thing I can’t really verify is if I give up too quick… but before giving up I just have done that certain things to a reasonable point where I feel I should be getting result but opposite is always the case.: whereas someone I kinda introduce to it will almost be giving testimony when I haven’t gotten even one thing out of it… right now I’m not sure what else to engage it cause it does look like I can’t even get anything right.. not even simple reason cause it doesn’t feels like I’m doing anything at all.. no understanding or assimilation.. I feel so many thing change about me please I need help… at the moment I’m more than what they call broke.. coupled with it all I’ve become a really shy person.. low self esteem… pessimistic name it…