Hello
Please i need help because at this point I think IM having health issues.
I used to be a chronic mastubator, been beating for 4 years plus
The first time i had sex
The Bj, handjob pre-intimacy and seck didn’t even move me one bit. I had to force my self to thin im enjoying it and create a fake scenario in my head
I couldn’t have it any longer i had to get up and leave
When i got home I thought mayhe its the condom and i mastubated to make sure im still a man. Lol
Have quit masturbation tho lets say for few weeks
The 2nd girl same thing
I thought it’s the condom
The third girl
I forced my self to like the BJ and sex
The lady was enjoying the sed while me im
Not feeling anything we used 1hrs plus if not 2 having sex and she was begging me to cum
She jerked me multiple times i jusy couldn’t
Not until i watched porn and started mastubating
This happened twice i have to jerk myself to cum and the Feelings of bj, handjob and seck isn’t freaking me from a lady
Had to go raw for the third lady because I thought maybe it’s the condom
Note: my Dxck was hard as hell but the seck wasn’t just fun


Please i need help

Hope you are NOT asking fir permission or encouragement to homonislze, BTW what will you tell God if you die on top of woman in FORNICATION? 30 minutes enjoyment and you end up in hell forever? How about you go and get married if you must fuuuck a woman?
The best ADVICE you are getting here is to ask God to forgive you the evil you have committed ALREADY and show you how to follow Him and live, don't just go to any church, just ask God to lead you to what and where He wants you to be, there is more and better Joy being in Jesus and knowing that you are SAVED than in adultry and fornication, God will talk to you this night, only listen.
It is well with you