Pardon my jargons i wasn't brought up speaking English.

Where do i start?, imagine Battling abject poverty, Aids, hearing loss, brain tumor, sickle cell,, homeless, depression, glaucoma.

My life is badly ruined, yes I'm not caping nor exaggerating my conditions i felt it's right time i seek your opinions and maybe find a helpful hand.


My name is suraju, I'm from kogi state, I'm
23 yrs old a secondary school dropout, here's a downturn of my life .

I was born into a polygamous family of four wives nineteen children, my mom and dad are divorced nor did they married before i'm the only child bind btw em.

My mom and dad are likely related but not too close blood.
I was three yrs old when my dad attempted to deny me, according to my mom i would have being fatherless if not for the gods intervention .
He prolly denied me because of his wives motivation and advices but the gods react negatively on him which almost cost him his life.(long story)


What's my crime? At times i feel i never existed before but who I'm to decides.

Throughout these years i face so many challenges to become successful in anything that i venture but to no avail, i dropped out of school not because i don't wannabe but simply because i can't afford it and life remains unbearable.

To meet my end i sell sachet water, pushed wheel Barrows, learned tailor, worked at warehouse, worked at timbershed, worked as filling station dispenser,

now working at leather factory with a peanuts salary N5k its not even a monthly but paid according to tons of work done. its three years
Working at the factory not because it's sustainable, i can't even afford a pencil with such wages but damn i have no choice, due to my dedication and loyalty my boss entrusted me to handle his leather shops, i'm the only person left at the shops the rest flee overnight nobody want to settle for less, yo no that kinda of feeling working for a narcissistic boss.

That's not the problem, the problems now is i had ear effection and other aforementioned health conditions. Due to excessive heat and noise at the factory causing my hearing condition to deteriorate i'm now deaf i can barely hear what'sup if you're not too close to me hmmm.


I can't afford anything i feel hopeless depressed not even a slippers, no saving, homeless where do i begin if i quit.

I'm currently learning forex trading, i enrolled to oanda premium webinars training which i can't even attend because my device is not zoom supported , my phone running on android 7.

Forex trading is my priority, but how can i succeed if i'm fighting so many wars on my head, you know how devastating its.
hearing loss can negatively affect your brain functions as you gon stressed it out.

Aids is under control I'd go to the hospital every four months for check ups, i don't know how i got infected blud life is so darn on me i feel like ending it all.

Nairalanders please help tag mod i need help.

Nice write up, good format.

Bintabisiriyu2:
Nice write up, good format.

Please this is not a format or what ever I'm real
Nairaland doesn't let me to upload my Aids therapy. Why are you too quick to conclude its format.

SuRamzy:


Please this is not a format or what ever I'm real
Nairaland doesn't let me to upload my Aids therapy. Why are too quick to conclude its format.

Keep quiet bro, this your hustle i understand no need to explain

Bintabisiriyu2:


Keep quiet bro, this your hustle i understand no need to explain

Oh my God why are you derailing my thread?

You're fake and you think we'll fake as well.

You must be a very wicked person

SuRamzy:


Oh my God why are you derailing my thread?

You're fake and you think we'll fake as well.

You must be a very wicked person

Scammer is calling someone fake, hahah. Please shift you no carry any thread come this world the day you were born, abi if you cash out now you go remember me?

Please disregard him, he doesn't even no me in person.

Bintabisiriyu2:


Scammer is calling someone fake, hahah. Please shift you no carry any thread come this world the day you were born, abi if you cash out now you go remember me?

I don't asked you to donate money to me or wire buck into my account why do you assumed I'm a scammer?
If you can't advice me why not walk away
A scammer boldly show his face despite showing some proof you're still fooling around talking sh*t how do you want me to proof you I'm real and not faking?
How?


Oh God my life is bleeped.

Bintabisiriyu2:


Scammer is calling someone fake, hahah. Please shift you no carry any thread come this world the day you were born, abi if you cash out now you go remember me?

you are a very heartless person guy.

SuRamzy:
Pardon my jargons i wasn't brought up speaking English.

Where do i start?, imagine Battling abject poverty, Aids, hearing loss, brain tumor, sickle cell,, homeless, depression, glaucoma.

My life is badly ruined, yes I'm not caping nor exaggerating my conditions i felt it's right time i seek your opinions and maybe find a helpful hand.


My name is suraju, I'm from kogi state, I'm
23 yrs old a secondary school dropout, here's a downturn of my life .

I was born into a polygamous family of four wives nineteen children, my mom and dad are divorced nor did they married before i'm the only child bind btw em.

My mom and dad are likely related but not too close blood.
I was three yrs old when my dad attempted to deny me, according to my mom i would have being fatherless if not for the gods intervention .
He prolly denied me because of his wives motivation and advices but the gods react negatively on him which almost cost him his life.(long story)


What's my crime? At times i feel i never existed before but who I'm to decides.

Throughout these years i face so many challenges to become successful in anything that i venture but to no avail, i dropped out of school not because i don't wannabe but simply because i can't afford it and life remains unbearable.

To meet my end i sell sachet water, pushed wheel Barrows, learned tailor, worked at warehouse, worked at timbershed, worked as filling station dispenser,

now working at leather factory with a peanuts salary N5k its not even a monthly but paid according to tons of work done. its three years
Working at the factory not because it's sustainable, i can't even afford a pencil with such wages but damn i have no choice, due to my dedication and loyalty my boss entrusted me to handle his leather shops, i'm the only person left at the shops the rest flee overnight nobody want to settle for less, yo no that kinda of feeling working for a narcissistic boss.

That's not the problem, the problems now is i had ear effection and other aforementioned health conditions. Due to excessive heat and noise at the factory causing my hearing condition to deteriorate i'm now deaf i can barely hear what'sup if you're not too close to me hmmm.


I can't afford anything i feel hopeless depressed not even a slippers, no saving, homeless where do i begin if i quit.

I'm currently learning forex trading, i enrolled to oanda premium webinars training which i can't even attend because my device is not zoom supported , my phone running on android 7.

Forex trading is my priority, but how can i succeed if i'm fighting so many wars on my head, you know how devastating its.
hearing loss can negatively affect your brain functions as you gon stressed it out.

Aids is under control I'd go to the hospital every four months for check ups, i don't know how i got infected blud life is so darn on me i feel like ending it all.

Nairalanders please help tag mod i need help.

Where do AIDS, glaucoma and sickle-cell come in?!

NewDea4:


Where do AIDS, glaucoma and sickle-cell come in?!

i was a toddler when began sick i undergo blood tranfusion several times,
my mom took me to general hospital in ochadamu for hiv test and its came out possitive.

My left eye sight is very blurry signs of glaucoma has developed.


I felt very sick days ago i sick very often.

SuRamzy:
Pardon my jargons i wasn't brought up speaking English.

Where do i start?, imagine Battling abject poverty, Aids, hearing loss, brain tumor, sickle cell,, homeless, depression, glaucoma.

My life is badly ruined, yes I'm not caping nor exaggerating my conditions i felt it's right time i seek your opinions and maybe find a helpful hand.


My name is suraju, I'm from kogi state, I'm
23 yrs old a secondary school dropout, here's a downturn of my life .

I was born into a polygamous family of four wives nineteen children, my mom and dad are divorced nor did they married before i'm the only child bind btw em.

My mom and dad are likely related but not too close blood.
I was three yrs old when my dad attempted to deny me, according to my mom i would have being fatherless if not for the gods intervention .
He prolly denied me because of his wives motivation and advices but the gods react negatively on him which almost cost him his life.(long story)


What's my crime? At times i feel i never existed before but who I'm to decides.

Throughout these years i face so many challenges to become successful in anything that i venture but to no avail, i dropped out of school not because i don't wannabe but simply because i can't afford it and life remains unbearable.

To meet my end i sell sachet water, pushed wheel Barrows, learned tailor, worked at warehouse, worked at timbershed, worked as filling station dispenser,

now working at leather factory with a peanuts salary N5k its not even a monthly but paid according to tons of work done. its three years
Working at the factory not because it's sustainable, i can't even afford a pencil with such wages but damn i have no choice, due to my dedication and loyalty my boss entrusted me to handle his leather shops, i'm the only person left at the shops the rest flee overnight nobody want to settle for less, yo no that kinda of feeling working for a narcissistic boss.

That's not the problem, the problems now is i had ear effection and other aforementioned health conditions. Due to excessive heat and noise at the factory causing my hearing condition to deteriorate i'm now deaf i can barely hear what'sup if you're not too close to me hmmm.


I can't afford anything i feel hopeless depressed not even a slippers, no saving, homeless where do i begin if i quit.

I'm currently learning forex trading, i enrolled to oanda premium webinars training which i can't even attend because my device is not zoom supported , my phone running on android 7.

Forex trading is my priority, but how can i succeed if i'm fighting so many wars on my head, you know how devastating its.
hearing loss can negatively affect your brain functions as you gon stressed it out.

Aids is under control I'd go to the hospital every four months for check ups, i don't know how i got infected blud life is so darn on me i feel like ending it all.

Nairalanders please help tag mod i need help.

You don't have aids.

There is no test for the hiv virus.

You probably have a compromised immunity from poor nutrition and poor health.


Hold on .

God will see you through.

Presevere and wait on God.

Your life situation will soon change for the better.

DomPerignon:


You don't have aids.

There is no test for the hiv virus.

You probably have a compromised immunity from poor nutrition and poor health.


Hold on .

God will see you through.

Presevere and wait on God.

Your life situation will soon change for the better.

Thank you appreciate.

SuRamzy:
Pardon my jargons i wasn't brought up speaking English.

Where do i start?, imagine Battling abject poverty, Aids, hearing loss, brain tumor, sickle cell,, homeless, depression, glaucoma.

My life is badly ruined, yes I'm not caping nor exaggerating my conditions i felt it's right time i seek your opinions and maybe find a helpful hand.


My name is suraju, I'm from kogi state, I'm
23 yrs old a secondary school dropout, here's a downturn of my life .

I was born into a polygamous family of four wives nineteen children, my mom and dad are divorced nor did they married before i'm the only child bind btw em.

My mom and dad are likely related but not too close blood.
I was three yrs old when my dad attempted to deny me, according to my mom i would have being fatherless if not for the gods intervention .
He prolly denied me because of his wives motivation and advices but the gods react negatively on him which almost cost him his life.(long story)


What's my crime? At times i feel i never existed before but who I'm to decides.

Throughout these years i face so many challenges to become successful in anything that i venture but to no avail, i dropped out of school not because i don't wannabe but simply because i can't afford it and life remains unbearable.

To meet my end i sell sachet water, pushed wheel Barrows, learned tailor, worked at warehouse, worked at timbershed, worked as filling station dispenser,

now working at leather factory with a peanuts salary N5k its not even a monthly but paid according to tons of work done. its three years
Working at the factory not because it's sustainable, i can't even afford a pencil with such wages but damn i have no choice, due to my dedication and loyalty my boss entrusted me to handle his leather shops, i'm the only person left at the shops the rest flee overnight nobody want to settle for less, yo no that kinda of feeling working for a narcissistic boss.

That's not the problem, the problems now is i had ear effection and other aforementioned health conditions. Due to excessive heat and noise at the factory causing my hearing condition to deteriorate i'm now deaf i can barely hear what'sup if you're not too close to me hmmm.


I can't afford anything i feel hopeless depressed not even a slippers, no saving, homeless where do i begin if i quit.

I'm currently learning forex trading, i enrolled to oanda premium webinars training which i can't even attend because my device is not zoom supported , my phone running on android 7.

Forex trading is my priority, but how can i succeed if i'm fighting so many wars on my head, you know how devastating its.
hearing loss can negatively affect your brain functions as you gon stressed it out.

Aids is under control I'd go to the hospital every four months for check ups, i don't know how i got infected blud life is so darn on me i feel like ending it all.

Nairalanders please help tag mod i need help.

End it.

Don’t engage in forex if you don’t have lots of capital, it could potentially ruin you. You’ve been warned.

SuRamzy:


I don't asked you to donate money to me or wire buck into my account why do you assumed I'm a scammer?
If you can't advice me why not walk away
A scammer boldly show his face despite showing some proof you're still fooling around talking sh*t how do you want me to proof you I'm real and not faking?
How?


Oh God my life is bleeped.

pls no mind am

Leave forex for now, The business is very strong and not for the faint hearted...... may God guide you and help you in Jesus name. Amen

SuRamzy:


I don't asked you to donate money to me or wire buck into my account why do you assumed I'm a scammer?
If you can't advice me why not walk away
A scammer boldly show his face despite showing some proof you're still fooling around talking sh*t how do you want me to proof you I'm real and not faking?
How?


Oh God my life is bleeped.

Some morons will be believing you now, scam is written all over you, and by the way you called obidients fools in your former comments right? After voting drug kingpin you are now begging for your daily bread,
Why not go and collect free palliatives and cheap fuel from your baba druglord, SCAM KEE U FOR DIA!

Nemesis0147:
you are a very heartless person guy.

Why don't you donate money to him, you that is kind hearted, foool

Take a picture and put your thumb in your mouth and let's see if the picture is you first

SuRamzy:


Oh my God why are you derailing my thread?

You're fake and you think we'll fake as well.

You must be a very wicked person

valiju:
Take a picture and put your thumb in your mouth and let's see if the picture is you first

HMMM

Apply for teaching work.
I can see, you can write good English.
Again tailoring pays.
Honestly no quick money anywhere now.

Bintabisiriyu2:

Why don't you donate money to him, you that is kind hearted, foool

You are the fool here. I have gone through his write-up and have not seen where he asked for donations or where he left a bank account. He asked for advice and if you can not advise him, then you had better keep quiet.

There are some sicknesses you don't joke with and pray not to have or wish on anyone.
It's brain tumor.

You won't be chochochoing here if you have one.

Get busy with your life.
Nobody takes this serious.

DanAugust2021:
You are the fool here. I have gone through his write-up and have not seen where he asked for donations or where he left a bank account. He asked for advice and if you can not advise him, then you had better keep quiet.

Keep using alternate accounts to comment, scammer.

DanAugust2021:
MUMU, common sense is indeed not common.

The blue whale is the largest sea animal

DanAugust2021:
You are the fool here. I have gone through his write-up and have not seen where he asked for donations or where he left a bank account. He asked for advice and if you can not advise him, then you had better keep quiet.

Thank you so much for understanding, the guy is a plain f**l.

Bintabisiriyu2:


The blue whale is the largest sea animal

Ok you seem very doubtful about me, how do you want me to proof you I'm real and not faking?

Do you need a video description?

Or you want my phone number?

Those photos i shared with you last please i beg you, check down layer on right hands of those photos you'll see when the photo is taken.


And please you have to stop bantering anyone i don't operates any other account, this is my only handle here on nairaland.


Why are you keen on talking down on me?

Why why

May helps come your ways...



Ojo ki du gbo we....

ROYALMAXCLEANER:



May helps come your ways...



Ojo ki du gbo we....

Amen ojo ki du gbo we onugo

Thank you, may you see the lights of the day.

frankputer:
Apply for teaching work.
I can see, you can write good English.
Again tailoring pays.
Honestly no quick money anywhere now.

Thank boss, there's no quick money anywhere.

Can one apply for a teaching jobs without holding a certificate?